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[Nov. 28th, 2006|10:45 am]
The Powers Within
Um....I was new to all of this about a week ago. I haven't gone to school for it and am already doing so much. I need help with not letting anxiety take over completely and put me back to where I was (though somehow I doubt that will ever happen).. any like-minded individuals who could contact me and chat, I would really appreciate it. I don't know who anyone else really except a few psychics who I visted once down the street who gave me the first two hints I needed to become what I was supposed to be.

The question is, how am I going to function in the world now with everyone not on the same level as I am???? I'm going to get so much negativity from this, as I can already sense people's unwillingness to believe me or just their plain FRIGHT.

I've posted on scientist communities hoping to find someone to do research with me. I'm guessing I just have to not show my excitement about this and pretend to be what I was before, but I HATE LIES! It makes me sick to even have to. Shit. I don't know what to do. I want the world to realize they can do this too! The brain is a muscle and we use so little of it! Stop with the being brainwashed and let's see what we are capable of!!!!

with worried excitement....,

[User Picture]From: elizabeth_rv
2006-11-28 11:57 pm (UTC)
Sounds to me like you're looking for exactly conflict and confrontation you say you're worried about.

It's not a lie to choose a receptive audience, to be selective in what you share with whom. If you don't, and you try to rip butterflies from cocoons, you will find yourself judged at least as harshly as you're judging others (as "not being on the same level as you" or "brainwashed"); most likely you'd be judged as a proselytizer or perhaps as a little nuts. That would be a direct result of your own communication choices.

Besides which, you're barely emerging from a chrysalis yourself. Take it easy there, baby butterfly. Explore your 'pavillion of secrets' with a lot more (enticing!) secrecy. If in your excitement you force your wings to become big heavy boards beating other people over the head, you'll find them too heavy to let you fly.
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From: insidiousarcana
2006-11-29 12:06 am (UTC)
aww... Very true statement.

Thank you for your insight. I will take your advice. <3
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