||[Nov. 28th, 2006|10:45 am]
The Powers Within
Um....I was new to all of this about a week ago. I haven't gone to school for it and am already doing so much. I need help with not letting anxiety take over completely and put me back to where I was (though somehow I doubt that will ever happen).. any like-minded individuals who could contact me and chat, I would really appreciate it. I don't know who anyone else really except a few psychics who I visted once down the street who gave me the first two hints I needed to become what I was supposed to be.|
The question is, how am I going to function in the world now with everyone not on the same level as I am???? I'm going to get so much negativity from this, as I can already sense people's unwillingness to believe me or just their plain FRIGHT.
I've posted on scientist communities hoping to find someone to do research with me. I'm guessing I just have to not show my excitement about this and pretend to be what I was before, but I HATE LIES! It makes me sick to even have to. Shit. I don't know what to do. I want the world to realize they can do this too! The brain is a muscle and we use so little of it! Stop with the being brainwashed and let's see what we are capable of!!!!
with worried excitement....,